I have been gone for a couple months from home know and believe I am ready to come back and keep moving forward with my life. I was gone on a trip to serve others since I had been thinking about myself all my life and since it hadn't been working for me I thought the other way would be a better idea. What had started has just an idea years before had actually came to be I left my loved ones to serve others who needed it more than I did.

Even thought this was an adventure to give rather than recieve I gained so much from this experience it truly opened my eyes put myself in front of the mirror and saw myself for who I am and the gap between who I am and who I want to be! The person in my head and the person in reality I understood that you can't only think these thoughts but rather you must begin with a thought an idea, a passion, and you should cultivate this talent.

We must shape our future, take hold of our bodies, mind, and soul. We must live life according to what is right, there are many roads up the mountain but they all embody a single idea. The idea of the righteous path, the idea of a righteous man, the belief that we can achieve, and the strength to fight for what is right! I learned that no matter how dark it is the light will always shine and that we must light up the path for other because it is a shame to have sight but no vision!

I believe that seeds have been placed from this journey and I will cultivate these seeds and pull out the weeds which would be the bad habits that have been eroding my soul for past couple of years. I will move forward, embrace every day as if it were my last in preparation for my future which I believe I will cultivate an abundance of fruit if I keep going down this path if I keep fighting for what is right and if you join me and really try to live a life by what is right acknowledging that you will fail but get back up again! We must not fear because our reward is bigger than the fear of failure! I you haven't tried you have already failed! "Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear."